Test results

The tests came back fine...I am fine. I need to keep telling myself that. It's a hard mindset to adopt when you've been wandering around the past three months with a low-level tinnitus of anxiety reverberating back there in the cochlea.

On Sunday I had a full-body massage, a special treat. I learned that one of my major qigong energy meridians is totally fucked up in the area between my shoulder blades, where I have been carrying the stress around like a sack of stones for weeks. We repaired it a little bit, but apparently I have more work to do. I have no idea how other than telling myself whenever I wake up in a cold sweat at three in the morning that I am okay for now, better make the most of it.